My mind wandered off again last night...

I was so tired the whole day going back and to my mother's house and so after all the doing chores by 9pm i was ready to call it a night...yeah i dozed off for more than an hour and realized that the other side of the bed is empty, oh Z where did you go? Then, with nothing really much to do about him being gone so i took the playing cards out and played Solitaire for exactly an hour, i was always eyeing the clock...then finally Z came back and he said we should go to bed because tomorrow he's got work...i switched off the lights and yeah i hear him snore...good! I can close my eyes but i am very still wide awake...lots of thoughts going through my mind and im scared of the mouse that roams around our room when its dark already...time check is 2am, gosh my head is hurting already and my eyes is scratchy...this what i call wandering off at nights...its not that i'm suffering from insomia because i have no problem sleeping just this particular night when i dig deep into my mind and its like another set of brain is running inside my head taking over my usual brain...hehehehe! wierd right? But in all honesty my subconscious mind is my favorite one because i feel true to myself, more at peace, the clarity of thoughts are there...the truth of everything is revealed and i am more of a complete person...EVERYTHING IS VERY CLEAR..AS CLEAR AS GLASS. So, how do you exchange your brain? really? I want my subcon to run 24 hours non-stop, not just when i want it to, or when i'm in a very deep mood? Surely, i will try to figure it out, and for the record...this post is still a product of my subcon, my otherself.

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